xxx---Fragments---xxx
now i'm happy to fade away, changing white then black and last to grey, of all the things that have gone awry, the last day i said goodbye
got the left and got the right, first were happy then we fight, first we fight and then it falls, right inside my hearts small walls
gun in my hand, blood fall like grains of sand, don't say i didn't try, if only i didn't make you cry
smash my mind as I walked the floor, still see you past closed doors, if only i knew whats to say, why don't we just walk away.
turned the light into fire, burn everyone around, now i regret for being so damn enlightening.
can it be that i cant help myself, that im better off gone, that im just the leaves in the fall.
my past just some faded picture, just leaving me with the music in my headphones, please be in my future.
burn the pages of life so you don't act this way, just love me please is what i pray.
hold the blade tight in my hand, laugh quietly as i sink in sand, act all cool when i get shot, who knew my blood could be so hot.
if you really want i'll let you go, my heart so cold when i cry it snows, i'm so hollow you can hear the wind blow, my wish is that it shows
Goodnight goodnight, to my past life, goodnight goodnight, to the rest of my self, goodnight goodnight to my sanity and strife, goodnight.
pull out the gun, just for fun, shoot my head, oops im dead, not the first, not the worst, kiss the ground, I'm in the sound.
Your my other half, I love it when I make you laugh, Just smile with me in our black and white, Cry and I'll make it alright, for you...
always now and forever, even when you say whatever, I will not stray from your light, because i only want this one sight, of your beauty...
If only if only, we were together, because I would love it, whatever the weather, since you are all mine, and mine is all yours, when i see you my heart soars.I love you too, I do I do. This one thing, I know for true, that the only person I want, is you, is you. :)
Don't bite off more than you can chew, only do what you want to do, don't join the rest of us, you deserve a place all your own.
xxx---Another Day---xxx
Laugh, cry, and then we say bye,
Only to walk back,
Back again, we sigh,
A little heart attack.
Stop being so damn sweet,
It means so many things,
I know your weary, take a seat,
And listen to what your heart sings,
So don't cry over spilt milk,
And being caught in a whirlwind,
So then maybe I'll be bound in your silk.
Forget all those nights,
Because you never were alone
Remember as you hit the lights,
Maybe one day I'll use that tone,
To call you back to my side,
If you only knew what I felt,
You'd see how my lips lied,
You come in, be sweet and make my hearts melt.
Take things slow, for your health,
Smile be happy, and enjoy us,
Otherwise you'll miss life's wealth,
And when we sat together on the bus,
don't you miss how we felt back then,
when I kissed you when you said when...
xxx---Bring on the Night---xxx
Raindrop, raindrop,
Please fall for me,
Down here, don't stop,
Til all I see,
Is just the clouds,
That hide the Sun,
That grow the shrouds,
So that when I run,
I will be blind to where,
Racing, chasing, the night,
Scared and broken there,
Hoping to end in the light,
Laugh laugh, since all I know,
Is the brightest star, as dark as snow.
xxx---Oh so Great, Even Alexander is Jealous---xxx
( I made this a long while ago, it's bad)
She's the most amazing that I've ever seen,
And she's just as unique and strong and so very keen,
Remembering the past I can't seem to move,
Away from the new where it's so hard to prove,
All the words I can't seem to say,
Like swift little petals that all fly away,
I try to encompass all of my heart,
Not much the same I saw right from the start,
Awesome, so awesome, she so plays the part.
Kings and queens with all their riches,
Really dont come close to her and her red hot pitches,
I'm so lucky I could feel all this feeling it's scary,
Stings like a viper but it's a feeling like merry,
That's sweet and it's new and I don't care for sharing,
I'm greedy because I love how she's caring,
Not everyone's so lucky to find what she has,
Exciting and fun and oh so all that jazz.
So pretty that new days bring new smiles
Although when she leaves i miss her a while,
Love likes to play it's cruel little game,
Though when she's back i'm ready to wait all the same,
Every time I'm with her I wish I don't have to leave,
Right when I kiss her, it's like feeling the stars, so hard to conceive.
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I don't know what's going on in your life that is provoking all of your sad writings, but please remember, there is NOTHING in this world worth killing yourself over. You need to experience the bad to fully experience the good and be happy. Hang in there and things will get better.
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