Which is better?

She's conflicted between to guys: mike, and me. She almost slept with him, wants to, and really likes him... But he's after another girl mostly...

I'm now a friend, an ex that can't get her out of my head... For 10 months I loved her in a relationship. Tried to please her... But I made mistakes.. But I still care for her SOmuch... I gave up looking for girls, for her. We kissed. Several times. In public. He said it was like butterflies...

But his felt right. What's better?

I'd fight to the end of he Earth. Would he?

I'm a villain... But doesn't mean she can't redeem me...